Reading Back...

So, I decided to re-read my whole blog - everything I've ever written, from April 2014 to now... Wow, I never realised how much I'd actually wrote, and some of the things I've said. It took me over an hour, but it was a nice reminder of how things have been and how much has happened.

I realised I'm pretty good at saying things and contradicting myself a little bit, so I decided I'd do a little update on things I've said and things as they are now.

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Firstly, 'Forever' - the business venture I took on for a whole 5 minutes. Haha! I said I would Blog about it at some point, and I never did, because I gave it up pretty fast... Turns out I'm not very good at motivating myself to do something I'm not really invested in. Which is a shame, but it was a lesson learnt. I am however attempting a new business venture (no promises yet though!) of being a crafter and selling the things I make - a much more doable business venture as it's actually something I enjoy!

Secondly, my sudden switch between "I'm going to do this all naturally from now on!"  to "GIVE ME ALL THE NHS PRESCRIPTIONS NOWWWWW!" - a few months ago I was preaching about how amazing it is to do everything naturally and using no nasty chemicals... Well, that was another lesson learnt, I went back to using medication because I realised that my Arthritis is never going to be cured naturally. It's about discovering the balance - yes nature can help, eating healthily and excersising is obviously very much suggested, but if diseases could be cured naturally, we'd all be walking around fit as fiddles. Don't get me wrong - if Aloe Vera and other natural things are what do it for you, then good for you - you do you! But the whole 'nature' thing didn't really do it for me, and it's probably a good thing I didn't stick to it seeing as I have an ankle which is fused in the wrong position - which would only have got far worse without medical intervention. So, big up the NHS! I'm sorry for briefly not loving you. (Although I still don't like medication and dream of not having to have it!)

Lastly, (I'm not sure if I forgot any, but I'm sure I'll blog about it if I did! - or you can just comment it mentioning it if I did miss anything that I've never cleared up!) I'm going to try and go back to my original state of blogging, where I wrote shorter blogs, more often. As I realised that my more recent posts are SOOO LONG, and I applaud you for bothering to read them fully (if you did!) But I personally found it more enjoyable reading my short, regular blogs than my essay long blogs... So look out for them! 

By the way, if you do regularly read these, or just fancy keeping in the know, you can actually subscribe to the blog, somewhere at the bottom of this page, I think.... Or you can follow by e-mail by putting your e-mail in at the side >>>>>>>
I don't know, I've been doing this for nearly 3 years now and I still have no idea what's going on with all this stuff at the side of the page, I'll have to have a gander!

Cheers for reading,
TTFN, ta ta for now! :)

My Update On Life!

Hellooooo!!! 

It's been a while, again! (Sorry, I have no consistency, my baddd!) I've actually been quite a busy bee over the last month, with moving to Butlins and starting my job here. But I've been here for over a month now, so I figured it was about time that I blogged again. Well, I suppose if you're reading this, you'll be glad to know I'm having a fantastic time so far, I've met loads of amazing new friends (who, I don't have any photos with, so there's actually no proof... Note to self: Take more photos with friends!) who've made settling in here easy, and have also made me super happy, naturally! 

Team!

I've been enjoying my job immensely too, I've been designated as 'host' which means I get to greet all the guests at the door, take them to their tables and wave them goodbye as they leave. It's lovely because I get to meet and chat with so many different, lovely people who all have interesting stories to tell. Initially, I didn't enjoy hosting very much, but with the help of my fellow team, it's become a role that I love :) But, although there is so much positive stuff, obviously, there's my arthritis to ruin things. Well, I say ruin things, it doesn't ruin anything as such, but it is a constant struggle, and I will often find myself terribly limping home after a day of work. It's a pain in the butt to put it frankly, but it's not been anywhere near as bad as I expected.

I've tried a few new things since starting work here, well, to be precise: Copper insoles, glucosamine tablets and "paingone pen". For the insoles, and the tablets, I'm not really sure if they're helping or not, it's a struggle to tell when you're constantly active. As for the paingone pen I've not used it much yet (for those wondering, the 'paingone pen' is a thing that looks like a pen, that you click against where is hurting 30 times and it sends tiny electric shocks to it, to make it not hurt). The reason I've not used it much, is because I'm not generally sure when to use it or where... I've tried it on my ankle with little success, but to be fair, if there was anything out there that could take away the pain from my ankle, I'd be amazed and love it forever. But, obviously I'm going to persist with all of these things (including Flexiseq, which I'm still on with), it's nice to try some things which are different (and not NHS prescribed!) 

On the note of NHS prescriptions, I generally feel a hell of a lot better generally since quitting my methotrexate and folic acid, obviously not arthritis wise (although, I wouldn't say I feel any different arthritis wise) but like, general wellbeing wise, I obviously feel less ill, and just generally happier without it. As much as methotrexate was a Godsend during my younger years, it got to a point where I couldn't imagine putting myself through taking that medication for the rest of my life, like, I would genuinely rather suffer with my arthritis more for the rest of my life, than take that vile medication... (Although, if you take methotrexate, and it's good for you, and you're okay with it, you keep on it!) It's a good medication, but it was simply too rough for me, I couldn't deal with the days of sickness it would put me through, and the anxiety every week of knowing I had to inject it and then obviously... The blood tests. (My gosh, I am so grateful to not have those right now!).

So, all in all, I've had a pretty good month, I've learnt a lot about myself, and grown as a person (I think)... As cheesy as that sounds... But I'm honestly loving life here, and I'm sure it can only continue to get better. :)

Cheers for reading,
TTFN, ta ta for now :)

The ridiculous cost of prescriptions!

So, I've just forked out £104 for a years worth of prescriptions! Yippee, this is the delight of becoming an "adult" and having to pay for prescriptions from the age of 19. 

I'm not eligible for free prescriptions so, I've had to buy myself a PPC (Pre-Payment Certificate) to save myself a bit of money when buying prescriptions, because without this it's £8.05 per prescription, and at current I'm on 3 prescribed drugs every month. Overall that would be £24.15 a month, or around £289 for a year... Personally, I think it's completely ridiculous to have to pay for prescriptions that I don't voluntarily take... I don't want to take all my medication, I'd be a lot happier to not have to, and on top of that it costs so much? 

This probably stops a lot of people taking medication they should be taking, because why would anyone want to pay for something they don't really want? (even if it's for the best for them)... It just really annoys me, if I'm reading this correctly (from google), if I was a prisoner I'd have free hospital treatment and prescriptions? (correct me if I'm wrong) But things like this make you wonder why you bother trying to live life as a law abiding citizen when I could have such things for free? Most of the medication (in fact, probably all) I will be on for the rest of my life (unless a recovery is achieved) and I will end up dishing out thousands of pounds for medication for the rest of my life.

I'm gonna stop ranting for now, because no one wants to read rants. But naturally, this is annoying to me (and probably MANY others)... So yeah!

TTFN, ta ta for now! :)